Mine [SIXUAN XD]

2011-06-24T14:01:00.003+08:00

1e5 gathering yesterday
quoted from dear rapunzel: "best day everrrrrr!"
ah i miss them all.

anyway, yesterday's gathering at sentosa totally fried my brains.
im burnt like a bbqed prawn.
and am now blushing 24/7
ah god, my skin hurts

2011-06-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

my god, ive got to forget.

2011-06-16T12:50:00.002+08:00

yeah babeh it's official!
1e5's gathering is official!
on 23 June, which is in a week's time.
ah im so glad ive finally planned it out.
everything's gonna be so fun!
oh geez, totally psyched bout it. :D

well i cant help but feel a little guilty for ignorin' my fellow 6bians.
but i mean like, most of em dont appreciate and im tired of beggin' them to attend the gatherings planned for them.
like really?
i dont think that they are worth the effort/time/energy no more.

but i guess for those that are actually appreciative,
ill plan a small one for ya guys.
jasmin's also plannin' one (:
we can catch up on old times!
and see all the differences in us all in the past 1 and a half year :D

absolutely cant wait. (;

ps: the leadership camp (NACLI) suckedballsxz. im so glad it's finally over.
pps: i just watched Something Borrowed two days earlier. ah it's so nice. but, it's typical romance kinda movie so yeah, you can try it if you want (:

2011-05-29T12:41:00.002+08:00

cos im lonely, im tired, im missin' you again
oh no, once again.

my gawd, Avenged Sevenfold's Dear God.
this song is perfect.

i just wikied A7X.
my god, how i love em so.
especially Matthew, aka M.Shadows.
he is super appealing!
too bad he has a wife.
but they really are compatible.
childhood sweethearts who've known each other since 6th grade.
awwwww

anyway,
i also wikied Naomi Watts and Adrien Brody.
the two hotties.
both starred in Kingkong.
one of my fav movies.
i just watched the movie last night for the 500th time,
and.
it never fails to make me sob like a baby and feel every single emotion possible.
ah absolutely luv it <3

2011-05-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

alright, after a second thought,
i think that my previous post was a tad too hyper.
SO NAWT ME.
but whatever.
im just extremely psyched about my upcoming holiday's activites kekeke.

great.
now i just sound like an effin bimbo...........

btw, i just came back from my sec2 adventure camp a few days ago!
and oh boy, it was so fun!
got to know many new people and suddenly realised that zhss people arent that bad after all..

and now.....
i have another leadership camp comin' up!
gosh im so busy!
alright, i know i know.
what happened to not being a bimbo?

alright.
relax.
breath...

2011-05-27T20:00:00.004+08:00

oohlalala~
last day of school!
finally it came, and just about time too.
im really in need for a break.

alright, at last,
i passed my Science!
from 36 to 63!
not bad huh :D

anyway, my gawd,
im organising 1e5's gathering!
woohoo!
so psyched about it.
seereeassly cant wait for it.

ok and not to mention the two fabulous movies ive watched recently!

fast and furious five was UNEXPECTEDLY great!
it's so kewl, totally entertaining and i wanna get the dvd!

although this wasnt as good as its first one,
i still enjoyed it!
aaaaand, is there some romance going on between Poh and Tigress?!
there seems to be a little of it!
my gosh, i seriously just cant imagine Jack Black and Angelina Jolie tgt!

alright, i guess thats all for now.
later gators~

dont worry be happy

2011-05-21T11:58:00.002+08:00

sec2 adventure camp is on coming Monday.
my effing gosh,
they are gonna split up all classes and form totally random groups.
they CANNAWT be serious!
i mean like really?
this cannot be legal!
it's almost like suicidal for everyone!

i cannot get split up from my friends!
and the bballers!

wait.
there isnt anything that's cannot be done!
tsk tsk tsk.
buck up sixuan and dont be such a whiny bitch.
hmph.

the camp is gonna be fun.
everything is gonna be just fine.

2011-05-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

i never do what i want.

i realise that i havent thrown any temper at my friends for almost 2 years.
even at times when i should.
what the fuck is this?

i dont feel like myself anymore.
i wasnt like that.
im not like that.

this has gotta stop.

and it's about dang time for a change.

2011-05-10T19:21:00.002+08:00

english? done
history? done
chinese paper 1? done
literature? done

EHMAEFFINGAWD TOMORROW'S SCIENCE!
mothereffing science!
the last time i took a science exam, i got e8.
shit,
i CANNOT fail again!
whatthefuck, mommy's gonna make me quit mxp if i do!
and thats SO nawt an option.

all the best for myself and everyone out there!

i cant wait for everything to end
camps/fun/freedom/basketball are all awaiting me
cant wait cant wait~

mind-boggling thoughts trying to take over my brain now.
NO WAY NO HOW NOT NOW
it's a big no-can-do
i aint gonna think about em,
like really?
i dont really care at all.

nothing really matters to me

2011-05-07T14:09:00.003+08:00

my immune system is failing me
flu's caught up on me,
despite my recent 2-day MC,
i still havent recovered -jeeeeezus!-

ugh, got an S-shaped cut on my thumb
was doing D&T and i lost control of the drilling machine
sounds painful?

anyway Katy's song ET is kinda catchy
the video is definitely super kewl :D
is there someone for (for for) me?
keke

2011-05-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

it's labour day.
1 may.
my birthday.

this year's extremely diff from the past years.
i wasnt looking forward to my birthday this year.
didnt wanna be 14.
ohmygawsh, im 14. :c
i wanna tell people im 13 instead.
guess im not that young anymore

didnt party with friends this year.
this is the first time i aint got any parties/celebrations with friends.
i wanted it to be like that this year.
perhaps im changing (maturing?)
celebrations with friends just arent that appealing to me anymore

to be truthful, nothing really appeals to me anymore....

except maybe some O.P.I nail polish :D

2011-04-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

alright mansxz!
all my probs are gone.
well, technically.
except for one.

and new probs are surfacing!
d and m's shouting for divorce a few days earlier?! wtf?
im only 13! they cant do this to me!
i know i know, i sound like a self-centred fucking bitch.

and, OH FUCKING GOD, THE FUCKING HAIRSTYLIST FUCKING RUINED MY FUCKING HAIR.
fucked up!
he snapped off 10cm of it!
motherfucker.
i now have to wait for 4 fucking months for it to grow back.

i guess im somehow enjoying sch this year.
first time!
NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT ID SAY THIS THIS YEAR.
but i think i am!
i love my bball team.
L-O-V-E LOVE.
yeh.
absolutely love em all.
and can you believe it?
I LOVE TRAINING AS WELL!
ohmyeffingawd.
never wouldve thought id say this as well.

i guess it's true.
people DO change. -winks-

this is fucked up torture

2011-04-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

to y:
i dont know if youre sayin the truth or not.
but i think you aint that ballsy to lie to me.
i dont know if youre tryin to help or tryin to worsen things.
but please, stop what youre doing.
because youre making everything worse.

to v and s:
seriously, whats up?
what do yall want me to say?
what do yall want me to do?
i tried talking to you.
you guys didnt really respond.
and told others that i didnt wanna talk to you either.
and sounded like yall wanted me to talk to you.
when i tried, you guys acted like you didnt care.
what the fuck do you want?
im trying my best here.
tell me if yall still wanna be friends.
do you wanna know if i wanna be friends with yall?
yes. i do.
i care about this friendship a lot.
much much more than i normally do okay.
if you guys dont care about it, please do me a favour and tell me.
stop ignoring me and yet giving me hope at the same time.
im tired of waiting and hoping every day.
im tired of thinking about this issue non stop.
i want this friendship,
if you guys dont want it,
say it out loud.
stop playin mind games.

to a:
what the hell dude?
whats wrong with you?
can you say everything clearly?
would you care to explain what the fuck is going on?
i dont wanna wait.
what?
are you trolling me again?
is this some kinda fucked up prank or something?
because seriously, this is affecting me a lot.
it's not fun at all.
please stop it and continue to be how we used to be before.

2011-04-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

i know i havent posted here in ages.
but i REALLY have a lot to say..
and this is a perfect place for me!

anyway, ZHSS BBALL TEAM GOT INTO SEMI-FINALS~
woohoo!
we won 3 out of 4 matches.
VSED SCHS:
1. SCGS - lost 14-56
2. Cedar - won (idk what and what but i rmbed we won them by 15 points)
3. Mayflower - won 36-6
4. Bukit Merah - won 70-31

next,
yesterday's JASMIN's and YEEFONG's birthdays.

and today's APRIL'S FOOL DAY!
i got pranked. countless of times.
lol.

but well.
I HAVE THREE HUGE PROBS.
ugh.
how how how?
idk if they're just pranking me or they're actually serious.
annoyingly confused now. -.-

"it's going down down down, oh i am going down down down"

2011-03-11T21:13:00.003+08:00

alright, im officially a horrible person.
i havent planned ANYTHING.
holymaryjeeeeeezus.
where was my big talk of "IM SO GONNA PLAN SOMETHING KWEL FOR MY CLASS!" going?
nowhere!
literally.

gawd.
ive seriously failed everyone.
alright alright, i still have time!
i can do it.
no point wallowing in self-pity.
I JUST GOTTA GO OUT THERE AND PLAN.
how hard can it be?
it wouldnt take THAT long right??

borrowing Nike's slogan,
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.
JUST DO IT.

ahhhhh i feel so much better now.

2011-03-05T09:15:00.002+08:00

张学友 - 在你身边

heard this song on the radio and literally fell half-in-love with it. :)

1 more week til the March holidays!
and i havent planned ANYTHING!
ohgod.
6b!
1e5!
HOW?
i think im gonna start planning today.
it's not like i have any choice anyway.

2011-02-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

lotsa drama lately.
gawdddddddd.
thats all i have for ya guys. c:

oh, and a Shakespeare's Hamlet (old English) for you:

Doubt thou, the starres are fire,
Doubt, that the Sunne doth moue:
Doubt Truth to be a lier,
But neuer Doubt, I loue.

2011-01-30T23:33:00.002+08:00

i know,
i have totuhlly low adaptation skills.
it's a danging bad thing but it's not my fault that i cant change it.
*shrugs*

so apparently,
im still with the last post.
ugh.
fuck them.
fuck them all.
i hate them all.
disgusting bunch of bitches.
yes, bitches INKELUDING THE GUYS.
i dont even think that theyre guys.
ball-less bunch of nothings.
that basically defines 2e5 in zhss.

and yes,
begrudgingly,
including me for not trying to be friendly.

anyway~
(im not gonna flood this post with whines and groans and moans and curses ahbviously)
CHINESE NEW YEAR'S COMING!
as if you guys dont already know lmao
so anyway, tues's for XMPS!
ehmagawd im so excited,
like finally, i can interact with people i actually like outside of my house!
that's so awesome isnt it? :D
besides the tues mini gathering,
there's gonna be another one on sun.
at my house.
i dont know who'll be going so well well well.

one can only hope right.

2011-01-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

insomnia buhbye! :D

hello LBR classmates, D:
ehmaeew, i cant even bear to look at 'em.

IM UTTERLY DISGUSTED.

havin' recess with 1E5 still,
happy-and-grinning that we're still tight-knit.
plannin' on a gathering for us soon!
cant wait. (:

PS: WOW TO THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE STILL TAGGIN' AFTER SO DARN LONG.

PPS: CNY'S APPROACHIN' EHMAGAWD!

WOAH OH OH OH~

2011-01-07T19:43:00.002+08:00

fucking insomnia for three nights STRAIGHT ehmaeffingawd whatthehell?
seriously tested my mentality.
burst into tears at one point two nights before.
im becoming hysterical.
goddamn, what a bad way to start the year.

movin' on,

ohmygawd, NOT AGAIN?
PUHLEASE dont use MY "puhlease" ok.
you just dont use it well, only i do.
you're never gonna make it work no matter how hard you try, honey.
so i suggest you dont.

i guess im alr sorta used to copiers since im not feelin' mad now.
im pratically surrounded by them.
even my good friends do that,
no surprise there,
who wouldnt?

OH, I DONT LOVE CHRISTMAS, I LUHHHHHRRRRVE IT.

2010-12-22T20:41:00.003+08:00

okay, im takin' back my words.
no xmas bbq.
awmansxz shitballsxz right.
right.
i got no time for it!
and, xmas is approaching in 3 days!
seriously, there's no time for me to book the bbq pit and prepare everything.
in case you hadnt notice, im not superman.

anyway,
since there's no time for a bbq,
i was thinkin' of a little gathering again.
just a mini one this time.
i dont have to invite EVERYone.
just a few close ones.
we'll see, we'll see.

movin' on.

phew!
im so darn glad that there will be no training in the following week!
finally!
a break for me! (:

btw,
i did zero homework this holiday.
and my crazy teachers gave me god knows how many.
like 10 Chi worksheets, Chi book review (and i dont even know where's the book im supposed to read), a Maths paper, Eng reflections and so on.
yikes,
i dont intend to do any.
what can they do to me anyway? (;

PS: HAVE I MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE XMAS? :D

2010-12-14T17:23:00.004+08:00

Okay, apparently, you can just assume that ive watched this movie.
OOOH YES I DID.
just today.
and i totally loved it. (;

I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGIN' SINCE THE BLABBERING ABOUT DISNEY SONGS.
lol.

im just really busy and messed up this hol.

so messed up that i didnt even blogged about the 6B GATHERING/CHALET!
ehmagawd, even I find it crazy.
anyway,
the gathering/chalet was awesome.
well, the gathering part okay okay.
but the chalet and overnight stay is kinda good.

well, we just met up @ Mcs.
took cabs to downtown east.
split up. -.-
i know, whats the point?
but whatever.
some went LONGKANG FISHING. kekekeke.
so fun and adorable.
ahhhhhbviously, i went.
and some went bowling.

then we met up.
and my mom came and checked us into the chalet.

after that, we all met up at Ehub and had dinner tgt.
nice. (:
the boys were being hilarious during the meal.
we were so entertained. lmao.

then we went back to the chalet and played the typical games.
truthordare, cards, blahblah, while using my amplifier to blast music.
then, some went home.
and the guys went for a swim, and we followed.
watched them swim while we girls chitchatted bout lots of stuff.

then, everyone went home except for Kel, Jon, Josh and Weilin.
we were all staying overnight.
bathed, then played cards, watched movies, we girls slept abit, watched movies, went out tgt to buy food, played cards, slept a lil again, and blah.
it was fun.
enjoyable.
next morning, the guys went for a swim while we were in bed.
and came back.
and we woke up.
and we watched tv.
ooh how they LOVED strawberryshortcake on Okto.
then, we went to Mcs for breakfast.
played cards and went to Wildwildwet.
IT WAS AMAZING.
and fun.
and nice.
(:
i had a great time.
and we went back to the chalet and bathed and went home around evening in a cab tgt.

so, thats about it.
this year-end's class outing.
simple but absolutely enjoyable.
i guess i wouldnt mind doing it again. (:

ANYWAY,
IM GONNA HOLD A CHRISTMAS BBQ AGAIN!
ah, gonna see 6Bians again.
a year has passed, and not much has changed, friendship-wise.
so, it's really cool, and good. (:
imma do it.
the Christmas thing.
most prob at RV.
convenient and nice.
awesome.
so this's the plan.

yeah gotta get busy bye.

2010-12-04T15:19:00.005+08:00

I LOVE DISNEY SONGS!

Tale as Old as Time - Beauty and The Beast:

Kiss The Girl - Little Mermaid:

Can You Feel The Love Tonight - The Lion King:

A Whole New World - Aladdin:

You'll Be in My Heart - Tarzan:

These are all the classics that most of you might have heard before.
Im sure there are lots more, but these will do and keep you wanting for more. (:
So you can go on to youtube and search for em.
Kay dont hafta thank me bye~

2010-12-01T13:48:00.003+08:00

THE CARPENTERS,

great people.
damn Anorexia.
Love their songs,
here's Close To You:

CELINE DION,

fabulous singer.
Im currently in love with her To Love You More:

BUSY WOMAN.

2010-11-30T15:12:00.003+08:00

basketball trainings are tiring me.
and now, the plannings of gatherings are stretching me ever so thinner.
(can i say it like that? sounds wrong but whatever.)
im so busy.
gawd.
but i kinda like the feeling of this.
aint got no time for anything else. (:
nice.

just in case any 6bians are reading this,
EVERYONE IN 6B IS INVITED.
I MEAN IT, EVERYONE.
tell me asap if you can go to the chalet okay?
by all means, call me text me msn me fb me any way you can contact me.
JUST TELL ME!
oh, dont forget to ask me for details!

OOOHHHHH LIVIN' ON A PRAYER!

2010-11-28T13:00:00.001+08:00

O.M.G
Im in love, AGAIN!
ABSOLUTELY LUHHHHRVE BON JOVI!
they're a band in the 70s.
CALL ME OLDFASHIONED WHATEVER SUCKA,
they're so damn cool!
love em love em love em!

Too early for this?

2010-11-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming!!!
okay, well, maybe not that soon but WHATEVER!
O.M.G it's one of my extreme fave events of the year~
the one ive been waiting so long for!
i love Christmas uhhuh uhhuh uhhuh~
love the atmosphere and everything,
not to mention putting up the Christmas deco in my house kekekeke kewl! :D

went to Nex, what a mess.
ugh!
disastrous, lol.
but!
saw some people i know there.
how cool is that? :D

i feel like im wasting my life away.
gawd. -.-
doing completely nuthin' this holiday.
the only meaningful thing im doing is to go to my trainings.
wtf?
i dont even like them! :(
gawdbullS.
nevermind,
the thought of Christmas arriving just thrills me. ;)
gonna be excited for it starting from now hehehehe.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!

Im not missing you.

2010-11-24T15:05:00.001+08:00

back from China.
fine, i admit, i was wrong.
DEADLY WRONG!
the trip to China was great.
much much greater than what i expected.
i got lotsa pictures but im too lazy to upload all of em now k.
sick and tired.
not to mention, HORRIBLY HOT.
Singapore's temp is so darn diff from China's!
we had to wear layers and layers of clothing in C.
now i just feel like stripping naked 95% of the time im here. -.-
well, i finally understand the word "freezing" when im in C.
but S is just too warm!
im not gettin' used to it.
i know, i cant have the best of both worlds, whatever.

anyways,
the trip was awesome!
oh, i mentioned it alr?
whatevs it's awesome!
my tour group was KEWL.
cooler than the people i know here!
well, they're Singaporeans duh!
i love them.
and imma miss them a hellaluya lot.
is it possible?
just 8 short days and im in love?
lmao probably.
no girls of my age.
all females are above 30 lol.

except me and my sista awfcourse.
4 boys around my age, and a 3yearold lil boy Tristan and the adults.

words like "aunties" or "uncles" or "boring people" might pop into your mind.
BUT READ CAREFULLY.

THEY ARE ONE OF THE FUNNIEST PEOPLE IVE EVER MET.
much cooler too.
i loved every second with them.

well there are two groups A and B.
im in group B.
there's this 19yearold lookalike guy who's so hot in group A!
and he has a cute 4yearold brother who'll be hotter when he grows up hahaha.
O.M.G
im staring at lil boys!
how desperate can i get? lol.
Daniel is the lil boy's name.
Jonathan is the older one, i think.
im such a stalker!
idc haha.
they are mixed.
Korea and Singapore i think. (:
KEWL!

alright.
imma stop hotties-oogling.
im becoming a stalker gawd. ;D

okay anyway, my tour guide's a 30plus yearold guy.
he's fun.
and very likable!
love him.

well im not gonna share much details about this trip.
there's too much PLUS i would like to keep the happy memories to MYSELF, they're SO not for sharing puhlease and thankyouverymuch for reading buhbye.

2010-11-15T13:12:00.001+08:00

im harsh, i know that.
and rash, ofcourse.
whatever.
i'll try to change for the better.
no promises though.

2010-11-09T18:09:00.002+08:00

dry your eyes, dry your eyes.

im addicted to 绿光森林 and My MVP Valentine.
EHMAGAWD WHY!
heh, lame Taiwan shows but i LUHRRRVE them!
partly because there's hotties in them *winks*.

stressed!
super stressed nowadays.
but i really dont know why.
whatthehell?
i just have this ridiculous breathless and flustered feeling.
lmao.
so laughable.
prob cos of the gatherings.
i got a chalet but very lil people are able to stay over.
why?!
we're 13 alr, for Christ's sake!
whatever, i'll find some way somehow.

anyway,
this holiday sucks.
but i dont want school to start either.
ugh.
i dont know what i want.
ridiculous me. -.-
i wanna stay positive but i cant.
not really.
sometimes when im really high, i can.
not now.
im just quite sure that my sec sch life will suck all the way til it ends.
well,
at least someone agrees with me~

life's just not gonna be the same i know.

2010-11-05T15:50:00.003+08:00

it's like you're moving out of time.

eew, the information i get on fb all the time is disgusting and disturbing.
i cant believe these things happen.
i shouldnt have a fb account in the first effing place.
then i wont feel so disgusted and disturbed now.
ehmagawdeew.

LEMME CLEAR THIS UP FIRST BEFORE ANY MISUNDERSTANDING OCCURS,
ALL THREE POINTS THAT I MADE ARE ABOUT TOTALLY DIFFERENT PEOPLE FROM TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLACES.

and

IM SORRY IF I SAY ANYTHING THAT HURT, IM JUST DAMN PISSED RIGHT NOW.

firstly,
would you stop stalking me?
you are disgusting and i feel disturbed.
i might just sue you.
eew, im disgraced to have a friend like you on fb.
fine that sounded harsh but whatever.
judge me if you want i dont give a flying hoot.
i cant stand you anymore.

secondly,
cant you sense how annoyed i am whenever you voice out you stupid comments at my status/wall?
what is your problem seriously?
stop being so damn bossy and bitchy.
you have no right to tell me what to do or give judgemental comments at my fb acc.
if you just love to comment on everything in my profile,
please say things that make sense.
every single time, you're just achieving nothing but spamming my notifications.
you know what?
it's annoying.
completely annoying.
i do not need you correcting things i do/say,
i do not need you bitching on and on about things you think they should be.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK.
get it straight.
i dont care what you think or what you see me as.
and, dont try to give me fashion tips.
dont, i mean it.
i wont say that your fashion sense suck but i dont like your style.
we got diff styles and tastes.
so dont try to tell me what you think looks good and how you think i should wear my clothes.
I LIKE MY SENSE OF STYLE AND I DONT LIKE YOURS.
so just deal with it.
some people just dont agree with you and your logic/style/taste/whatever.
and ahhhhbviously im one of em!
ps: AND DONT SUCK UP TO ME ALL THE TIME, it's annoying as hell too.
pps: i got one q for you though, if you dont like the way i do stuff, why the hell do you copy me? -.-

thirdly,
i cant believe you guys are friends with her!
gawdeew, how can you accept someone like that?
do you guys think she's cute?
sweet?
nice?
ohmygod.
im so disappointed in y'all.
you two especially.

one word to sum everything up,
disgusting.

do you love Daniel Powter or do you love Daniel Powter?

2010-11-04T15:28:00.004+08:00

all are HIGHLY, and i mean real high, like sky-highly recommended by me.
4 awesome songs by them.
but the one that every one's most familiar with should be Bad Day i know right.
the other three are as good, SERIOUSLY.
trust me,
he's awesome.
he's songs are goddamn awesome too.
listen to them and you'll fall headfirst in love almost immediately. (:
anyways, don't have to thank me for these awesome song recommendations.
but if you insist, eh you're welcome! *winks*

The Myth - Endless Love - MV

2010-11-01T15:06:00.001+08:00

the only half-Korean song i do not despise.
the only half-Korean song i love.
the only song that manages to make me cry every single time.

ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG.
by the movie, 神话 The Myth.
Jackie Chan and Kim Hee Seon.
absolutely lovely and overwhelming.

a movie a few years back.
probably around 2006?
this movie is so touching and so wonderful.

one of my favourites.
if you hadnt watched this movie,
UGH WHAT A PITY.
TOTALLY YOUR LOSS.
seriously.

anyways, i wanna buy the dvd but i have no idea where to buy it.
so if any of you know where i can get this,
puhlease tell me thank you very much!

2010-10-31T12:39:00.002+08:00

so what?

hell,
i know all ive been bloggin'(or should i say whining?) about are the changes of life.
inevitable changes.
what a whiny bitch huh.
i dont want to whine but seriously, it's horrible.
i mean both life and changes.
i aint got a clue why God created changes.
most probably to make fun of us, common people.
to let us get used to something and then change it when life was just gettin' better to see us suffer.
great.
simply just great.
awesome.
how awesome.

sarcasm there.
-.- gawd, but i guess ive gotten used to these kinda stuff.
though i still feel kinda indignant about them but well, im not suffering as much as before~
which is good.
more than good.

wait, didnt i just say i didnt wanna whine?

i'll stop whining now,
when i reread my posts, I get on MY nerves.
so i can totally imagine what you guys are thinking lmao.

next topic.
(nothing about whining or changes or cursing life i swear!)

class gathering! (:
"at last, something happy!~", you must be thinking.

well, ive got good news and ive got bad news.
good news is that ive gotten 6bians' schedules.
bad news is i have no idea what to do with them.

maybe i twisted the goodbad news a little.
good news : ive gotten only SOME 6bians' schedules.
bad news : i actually know what to do with them but im too lazy to start.

uh, too dang bad then!
i guess i'll wait til i get EVERYONE's schedules before starting.
a little break for me. (:
good, this is a hell of a good idea.
lurhve it <3.

2010-10-31T12:34:00.002+08:00

it's a long way.

i'll know which class im going to,
in 5 days.
i hope i'll be in the same class as you all.
i want another year with you.
i wanna be friends forever.

2010-10-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

it'll all get better in time, i hope.

okay, yesterday's officially the last day of school for 2010.
im starting to miss them already.
wow,
time really creates magic.
it's magical how bonded we can be in just a year.
it's magical how close we are in just a year of being together.
it's magical how much we had together in one year.

ahhh~
i guess it's supposed to be that way.
i just have to accept it and move friggin' on.

2010-10-27T16:20:00.007+08:00

still a little too not over you all,

damnit tomorrow's the last day of sch.
last day with you.
last day with 1e5.
last of this year.
last of my sec1 year.

time flies.
really fucking flies.

i cant effin' believe it!

i cant exactly say i like 1e5.
i really dislike it sometimes.
BUT.
but i love each and everyone of them.
in all sorts of different ways possible.
i cant believe it's been a year with them.
there's still much much more undiscovered stuff about every one of them.
i wanna get to know them much more.
but it's not really possible.

i love the way we all tease about our different classmates.
the funny comments made all the time by our joker.
the bargains with our teachers.
the quarrels we went through.
the rumours about different people.
the way we work hard together at stuff like our haunted house, interclasses, competitions, cohort runs etc.
the sneak peeks at each other awkwardly in classes.
the class clowns doing absolutely idiotic things that makes everyone laugh all the time.
all the singing we did.
all the dancing we did.
all our inner jokes.
the cheers and support we gave each other.
the laughter and the tears.

i hate yet love you guys.
i wouldnt have believed you if you'd told me i was gonna love this class at the start of the year.
i do now.
fate is amazing.
im glad that ive met you people.
you all are reasons for my better life.

in 9days,
i'll know which class im in.
for sure, not all 1e5 will be together.
absoeffin'lutely sure.

thats why i said,
NEVER GET USED TO THINGS.
never use your heart in ANYthing.
cos in the end, everything changes.
nothing stays the same.
however, im so happy to have gotten to know you guys.
my world is a better place because of yall.

ilovehateyouguyssodamnmuch.

and to you:
thanks for all your counsels and advices.
you've made my school days much more easier to bear.

i love the way you're so over-confident.
how you always try to make me laugh.
how our eyes can somehow communicate.
how we flirt 24/7.
the times you always try to change my mind about things.
the way we bicker.
the way we taunt each other.
the way you annoy me on purpose.
the way you tease me.
yet know when to compliment me.
our stupidfunnyridiculousflirty conversations.
the way you get mad.
the way you try to get me mad too.
and how we both become mad together and yet laugh in the end.
the way you comment about me.
the way we played pool.
the words you say.
the way you stalk me.
the way you take on my challenges all the time.
the way you try to fulfil my wishes.
the way you're always there for me no matter what.
the way you care for me.
the concern i sense in you whenever i say something negative.
the one-on-one heart-to-heart times with you.
the number of secrets we share we each other.
the way we share everything.
the way we teach each other different, meaningful things.
the quotes your brain can come up with.
the way our friendship is going just the way it should be.

i sincerely wish that we can still keep in touch after this year,
when youre somewhere else.
may you try to fulfil this wish of mine too.

lastly, to you:
i never thought id type this for you.
you!
i guess the time when we had that competition really made me get to know you better.

i love the way you try to make people laugh.
the way you always try to loosen things up.
how you always manage to make awkward moments into laughter.
how you are so adorable without even trying.
how you like to deny stuff that are apparently the truth.
how you try to lie when everyone including yourself knows that and in the end we'll all laugh.
how funny comments just slips out of your mouth now and then.
how you like to make me pissed or embarrassed.
the way our eyes meet all the friggin' time.
the way we cant take our eyes off each other.
esp when someone teases us.
the way you pretend you didnt just talked to me yesterday in class.
the way you're waiting for me to talk to you.
the way you think you know me well.
and lastly,
the way everyone thinks we're together when we both know we're not but maybe...

forever friends with you, i hope.

2010-10-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

the better days just seem so far away.

oh hello people.
Olvls here!
wishin' friends and AWFCOURSE MY SISTA goodluck.
(:
hope they all do well.

i wonder if we'll still keep in touch after he graduates.
i do not want to lose such a great friend.

deal with it deal with it!

i know i know.
zz, three more effin' years in zhss.
booshitsianballsxz.
i dont like zhss!
it sucksballsxz. :(

deal with it deal with it!
ugh.
i know right,
whiny bitch, you must be thinking.

i cant help it seriously.
my school aint got much people i like.
they are all lbrs or just total suckas.
mostly lbrs so befriending is a huge no-no.
damn, three more years.
thousands more days.

I CAN DO IT, i hope.

2010-10-23T12:52:00.002+08:00

WOW,
graduates, it's time to say bye-bye.
time really FLIES.
everything's changing.
not going the way i want it to be.
too bad for me.
i guess i just have to deal with it.

i dont think i can do without your advices/comfort/entertainment.
once again, i guess i just have to deal with it too.

aint life a bitch.

2010-10-16T17:24:00.002+08:00

constantly updating
is a total waste of time.
but i still do it anyway since itll improve my hits and it's also a way for me to babble out my thoughts.

my refreshed to-do-list.
1) The gatherings.
2) See a doctor for my flaws problem.
3) Class Ts.
4) Get over IT.
5) Try to enjoy trainings. :(

*all requires lotsa time and energy.*

*might just lose some fats and weight along the way!*

2010-10-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

i had a brilliant day with my sweethearts.
had lunch with Kel and Jas AGAIN i know right. (:
hah, ate at ToriQ or whatisitcalled?
Kel's haojieshao.
mmm, delicious.
except for the chicken meatballs. :/
went to the arcade with 'em after that.
played bowling then danced at a machine thing.
wow.
it was goddamn tiring.
we picked the songs with high lvls and it was so fast.
my legs ache from it.
but i had a totally awesome time with them.
they made me so happy and relaxed!
i love them so so much.

then, F4 was waiting for me so then i bade byebye to my darlings and hellos to F4.

i dont know why but the guys arent feelin' any F4-bonding so WX and i went to swim ourselves.
damn!
we had an awesome time sharing lotsa gossips and laughing and camming. (:
after the swim, we went up to my house and bathed(NOT TGT).
after the bath, my mom ordered pizza~
and we played cards.
todahlly fun.
used the comp and blahblahblah til 7.30 or something.

to the girls:
thanks for making my day!
you guys made me so happy.
PS: I LOVE YOU.
PPS: Another reason to keep holdin' on.

2010-10-14T11:10:00.002+08:00

im gettin' used to you,
and it's not good.
not good at all.

had lunch with Jasily.
awesome, oh how i heart the girls. (:
they made my day.

the exams are now officially over~
wow.
sad.
i didnt expect it to end so soon.
woah fuck.
training's resuming.
FUCK.

the holidays are coming~~
best thing ever.
dont have to go back to sch.
oh i totuhlly hate sch.
abhore it.
it sucks.
suckballsxz.
my sch sucks.
my classmates suck.
my schmates suck.
not all though,
some really rock my life.
they're the reasons why im still holding on.

2010-10-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

i know i should be studying and not bloggin.
damn~
i cant concentrate.
know what,
i though 1oct was 31sept and 5oct was 7oct.
oh wtf!

whats wronggggggggg?

2010-10-06T19:07:00.002+08:00

in love with WESTLIFE and AIRSUPPLY nowadays~
they're old but absolutely lovely.
i love them i love them i love them!

love their songs.
they rock way more than effin' JustinBieber or friggin' LadyGaga wtf.
totally true.

i cant stop singin' their songs.
they make sense and sound totally awesome while the songs produced by new singers nowadays sound like complete shit.
i wonder why they are even allowed to publish 'em.
it's ridiculous.

ooooh the exams are arriving.
gettin' closer by the second.
heh im so excited.
almost quivering with delight.
almost.
id welcome them with open arms if only id revised at all.
damn i must study.
ive got 4 days.
4 days to study.
i can do it.
i think.

2010-10-02T12:59:00.002+08:00

;D Hello people!
(gawd, i havent started my post like that for the longest time.)
well, now's the exam period.
AWESOME!
i alr have a list of things to do after the exams. :D
hehe, i know i should be studying now but i cant, not NOW ofcourse.
maybe later or tomorrow or the day after.

my to-do-list:
1. go out with 6B! :D
2. make a 1E5 class tee.
3. go out with 1E5.
4. go overseas! :D
5. go shopping! :D
6. prepare for X'mas! :D (a lil too early for it huh hehehehe.)

2010-09-25T11:10:00.004+08:00

went to sch's anniversary and late mid-autumn fest celebration.
was cool.
LOVED THE CHINESE ORCHESTRA'S PERFORMANCE.
it was awesome. <3

had fun playin with lanterns and such.
had fun in sch.
i like sch.
too bad i dont love it one bit.
now, sch is just a place for me to pass my time.
it's no longer a place i enjoy being in.
not like in pri sch.

ah, fuck it.
nothing will ever be the same i know.
zz, 9months, 9 friggin months have passed and i still miss pri sch as much as i do in the beginning of the year.
whatthefuck?

esp nowadays.
missing 6b more than ever!
whatthefuck again?
i want dec hols to come.
i want to go out with 6b.
i miss my friends so so very much.

ps: i know im so indecisive but whatever.

2010-09-19T15:45:00.002+08:00

"we are beautiful, no matter what they say.
words wont bring us down.
we are beautiful, in every single way.
yes, words cant bring us down.
so dont you bring me down today."
-Beautiful by Christina Aguilera

totally heart her vocals and style and everything.
she rocksballsxz. :D
heh.
EOYs comin'.
gonna studyyyyyy, i hope.
imma have a study group and we'll motivate one another. hah.
but i have a feelin' we'll be chitchatting than studying.
oops, nuhuh not a good idea.
but i wouldnt study if im alone.
i'd rather read my books or sleep.
we'll see how it goes.

went massagin' with mom and sis.
awesome life. <3
then we went shoppin' at Vivo till midnight.
awesome-r. <33
got lotsa new stuff.
awesome-st. <333

i know right, my life is so fucking typical.
shop, eat, sleep, read (repeat).
lol.
but i like it.
beats having problems and stuff right.
id rather indulge in chocolates and books rather than what-my-advisor-says-is-a-must-have LOVE. -.-
lol.
nuhuh, no thanks.
not my kinda thing.

i feel that im losin' all my feelings.
isit even possible to be feelings-less?

kthxforreadingbuhbye!

2010-09-17T17:41:00.003+08:00

When one thinks too much,
simple stuff wont seem as such.
-dedicated to me by a friend, copyrighted ok and he made this up how awesome. (:

okay,
gawdyesshitsxzno.
i dont know what i want.
i guess i should just stop thinkin' so much and just live.
do whatever i think is right.
or just dont do anything at all.
lmao.

the sec4s are graduating soon,
wtf so fucking sad!
i dont want them to go!
especially some...
damndamndamnestdamnfuckshit.

i know i cant do a shit about this.
BUT I CAN STILL TRY TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH 'EM.
i guess i will.
ofcourse i will what am i guessin' about!

sec sch made me see more people, meet more people, know more people etc.
GAWD, i love and hate so much in my sch.

2010-09-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

i cant control what im thinking nowadays.
my brain automatically switches to a thinking mode and i'll start thinking about fucked up shitty crap.
i need counselling.

i.e. noone likes a bitch like me. -.- wtf.

2010-09-11T15:51:00.002+08:00

oh wtf, my analytics differ everyday.
cant it be consistent?
lol, doesnt matter much anyway so why the hell did i use the f bomb?
damn i told myself i'd control my language.
CONTROL!

ok,
Kel's party rocked big time although i wasnt really high that day.
lol,
had fun foolin' around and be an immature kid all over again. (:
i know im two days late but whatever,
better late than never right?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLIN'!

movin' on.
went to Marina Barrage yesterday.
first time there,
to be serious, idk why there's so many people there.
it's just an open air field on the second floor surrounded by water and not-very-nice scenery.
WHATS SO AWESOME ABOUT THAT HUH?
nth!
anw, ate at 7thfloor/storey the Chinese restaurant with mom and dad and sis.
normal, typical Chinese.
nth awesome bout it either.

next,
wow, why are people comin' to me nowadays?
my up-side now?
maybemaybe, but im not sure i like it very much.
id rather have a normal simple life.
booooooooooooring, you must think.
NUHUH, I HAVE MY BOOKS WITH ME. (:

i do not need any complications right now.
i have enough drama in my life.

2010-09-07T16:45:00.002+08:00

ohmygod,
i totally understand why people LURHVE Vanilla Twilight.
it's a totally sweet love song.
saw from Youtube comments that OwlCity's Adam's girlfriend died.
WOW.
no wonder.
this song has a deep meaning does it?
the music video totally rocked big time.
simplicity that's so ever awesome.

Shaq was in the music video too,
although he looked kinda unglam HAHA.

i wanna know who's the pretty girl in the music video!
from 2.05 to 2.08 seconds.
she's really chiochiochio and puhlease tell me who she is if you happen to know. (:

chills me to the bone,

2010-09-07T16:02:00.003+08:00

now's the Sept hols.
and i was supposed to be excited about plannin' the 6b gathering.
but i dont know why but im totally not.
damn, im pretty much busy lately and i really have no time to plan.
gawd i need time time and more time.
moreover, i dont think that anyone will be free to go out.
and i myself, also might not be free to go out too.
ive asked some people and they're not free at all.
i dont see the need to plan anymore.

next.

i cant stand you anymore.
damn, you're gettin' on my last nerves.
can you just GROW UP and be more mature?
you're 13 alr for Christ's sake!
darn it.
you're annoying as hell.
goddamnit, i cant tolerate you.

moving on.

training yesterday,
super tiring.
but it was kinda enjoyable maybe?
after training,
went to eat with sec1s bball mates.
some bonding ya know. :D
then went to a friend's house and bathed and waited for more friends to come.
had some mini lantern project to do.
friends came.
made lantern.
had fun foolin' around with them.
NOT TO MENTION, CAMWHORING! ;)
gonna upload them on fb later.

then, LOVELIE msged me and asked if i wanted to go and buy Kel's present.
said yes and to meet an hour later, when the project was done.
everyone left.
one of my friends went to Kov tgt with us to buy dinner.
i said goodbye then left with WX.

gossipped ALOT! :D
heheheheh.
bought Kel's present tgt.
shared the cost.
then we had dinner at a Korean kinda fastfood restaurant.
gossipped MORE! :D
then we went home.
had a terrible headache.
slept from 6/7plus to 9/10plus.
then watched tv, ate, read, used my phone till 3.40am.

woke up at around 1.30pm today.
then replied people who msged me.
ate my breakfast while reading.
did my art hw PAPERCUTTING,
kinda fun but kinda tiring also.

and poof!
3hours gone!
wow.

time really FLIES.
i need time!
damn.
kkay, gtg and stop wasting time. :D
thxforreadingkaybye!

you're in ruins.

2010-09-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

darn it, i thought i didnt care about immature shitsxz like that anymore.
apparently i still do.
and i care A HELLALUYA LOT.
damnit.
nonono, i should seriously grow up and dont give half a flying fuck about childish stuff like this.

one good thing is,
the hols are here!
happy or too happy?! :D
lol,
not that i dont like sch, oh boy do i like sch,
but im still glad that i can have a short break from it.
plannin' 6b gatherings,
but sometimes im just too busy to do it.
im getting tired.

btw,
shopped today.
AHHHH, A WAY OF DESTRESSING FOR ME.
im so glad.
bought some really cute stuff.
like a pair of totally cute white shorts and a Paul Frank wallet and some tshirts.
LURHVE PAUL FRANK! <3

anw, wowowowow,
that is just simply very shocking.
not gonna say WHAT, but it is seriously so shocking!
both positively AND negatively.
LOL.
risking friendship or having the reputation of having bad social skills.
which would you rather?

2010-09-01T14:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :D
heh, this is to all the teachers in the world!
althought i doubt that any teachers would be reading my blog LOL.
anw,
yesterday was a blast!

ACES DAY:
1E5 chionged finish 22laps in 25minutes!
power or what?
:D
loving the class spirit!

TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION:
awesome!
although there's only a shortshort 1hour of celebrating,
it was totally awesome!
had people singing/dancing and so on.
COOL, TOTALLY ENJOYED IT. :D

ELEARNING:
Zzz, the only downturn for yesterday.
LOL, but why should i complain since i didnt do it at all? :D

AFTER SCHOOL:
Chionged everywhere in sch to find our dear teachers.
gave out lotsa packs of cookies.
:D
plannin' to give the cards on Thurs, tmr.

then we all changed from PE(AcesDay) to sch uniform.
then we all chionged back to our own pri schs.

PRIMARYSCHOOL VISITING:
went to Kel's house first as i was half an hour earlier or so.
Youyi came shortly after and we girls chitchatted abit.
heard that XMPS is opened then we all went there.
in the canteen, saw LOTSA old ex schoolmates!
OMGOMGOMG, I MISSED EVERYTHING IN XMPS SOSOSO VERY MUCH!
it's like going back to your home after a long time.
the warm fuzzy feeling came back to me again.
aww, i really missed everything!
Youyi and i then went to buy some food to rmb back the taste of the food,
and guess what?!
the uncle from the beehoon/cuttlefish/nuggets stall recognised us!
:D
aww, HOW SWEEEEEEET?
he said that ive grown ALOT ALOT hahaha,
and that im about the same height as him alr. ;)
he then gave us the cuttlefish that we wanted FOR FREE.
gawd i love him so much, he's such a sweet nice old man.
it's like he's our grandpa or something. (:
we then went to the drinks stall and bought my pri sch fave LIME DRINK!
omg, ive forgotten that it even existed!
it tastes the same old same, super nice, no wonder it used to be my fave.

then we saw lotsa people that we havent seen since forever!
gawd.
i can tell that they've grown ALOT.
but they havent changed much.
for some.
not in a good way. *shrugs
well, anw, then met 6Bians and we all went to MACS.
ate ate laughed laughed then Jas came.
chitchatted then went to Kel's house.
Jas went home.
fooled around abit.
watched Ratatouille with Charmaine and Wanxin.
slept in Kel's room for awhile.
played some games.
went to playground and watched 6B play.
observed them ALOT.
they've all grown!
:D
LOL, well yeah, thats about it for yesterday. (:

ilovemylife.

2010-08-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

ohmygoodnessgracious.
i cant believe i havent been bloggin since forever! :D
hah, see, im really busy nowadays!
omgomgomg,
love 1E5 dance crew more and more each day!
danced our dance 3 more times than intended to be viewed publicly.
loved it. <3

ok, LOTSA WOW THINGS HAVE HAPPENED AND I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT BLOG ABOUT THEM ON TIME!

firstly,
MY DEAREST SISTA'S BIRTHDAY 25 AUGUST 2010!
forgot to wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and SWEET SIXTEEN on my blog!
so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS, although i know it's just a little too late. :P
TOOK LOTSA PRETTY PICTAS TOOOOO!

secondly,
danced the dance with the dance crew today @ the canteen for the whole world to see!
:D damn, it's TODAHLLY AWESOME!
I LOVE 1E5 TOOTPAI KIA/PA DANCE CREW! <3

thirdly,
just reached home,
after making 55X8 cookies for TEACHERS' DAY, yeap, which is TOMORROWWWWWWW!
omgomgomg,
Xiuhui Yeefong and i were rushing like hell, and i mean HELLLLLLLL!
gawd, totally didnt have enough time at all!
after hours of pressing, placing, decorating, putting, packing, WE WERE FINALLEH DONE!
brought home some ballgums/lollipops and not to mention, aches from all over my body.
SHITBALLSXZ IM GETTING OLD!
lol.

fourthly(well, it's linked to the third one actualleh heheh :P),
TEACHERS' DAY!
BEEN PREPARING THE CARDS AND STUFF SINCE FOREVER!
SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW,
1] Aces Day!
2] Teachers' Day celebration!
3] Going back to XMPS and i will be able to see lotsa exSCHOOLMATESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

IM SO FUCKING EXCITED! :D

ohya, fifthly,
MY CO-FORM TEACHER MISS MAGDALENE TAN WHO HAS BEEN WITH US SINCE THE START OF THE YEAR LEFT LAST FRIDAY.
she's not sure if she's coming back.
she's leaving to study.
DAMN I MISS HER SO MUCH!
and
we had a farewell party for her just on last friday!
it was fun.
awesome!
and unforgettable. (:
had cakes and stuff.
is that cool or what? :D
TOOK PICTURES TOO. (:

sixthly,
after the farewell party,
we immediately boarded a bus to THE PERANAKAN MUSEUM AND THE PHILATELIC MUSEUM for our History field trip.
HAD LOTSA FUN.
TOOK LOTSA PICS as well...
lol, LIFE HAS BEEN KINDA EVENTFUL AND HAPPY FOR ME NOWADAYS.

totally LURHVING IT!
eating delicacies/shopping/reading on weekends,
there's nothing else i can ask for.
I LOVE MY LIFE. <3

2010-08-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

guess what?
1E5 won the dance comp for sec1 level!
we rockballsxz! :D

ok,
this cant go on for long.
dang, it's gonna do some serious damage. ><

>Kel'sTAG: Lol welcome, so the prob's solved? Update me the details thanks! <3

2010-08-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

YOG!

Ohyeah Ohyeah Ohyeah hey
Ohyeah Ohyeah Ohyeah ho
You are the one Singapore
Now is the time here we go

Ohyeah Ohyeah Ohyeah hey
Ohyeah Ohyeah Ohyeah ho
You are the one Singapore
Now is the time here we go

Beat of the Drum
Feet on the ground
Shout it out loud
Make us so proud

hahahahahahahaha, I <3 THIS!
CHEER SINGAPORE composed and performed by JJLin.
sooo cute!
sweet. :D

LOL.

anw, learnt AND remembered ALL the dance moves alr.
it's a total of 6plusminutes.
wow.
it's gonna be real tiring.
lol.
but i dont think we can win.
there's this audition.
i dont think we'll pass.
why you may ask?
COS THERE ARE SEC 2s AND 3s COMPETING TOO.
kihong liao, confirm lose like hell larh.
(^WHATTHEHECK IS WRONG WITH MY SENTENCE STRUCTURE SKILLS?!)
lol.
just pray for the best.
heh.
pray that we'll not chuceh on that day. :P

2010-08-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

THEY HATE ME, SO THE HELL WHAT? :D
im lovin it.

2010-08-09T14:34:00.005+08:00

it just doesnt seem right.

HEY PEOPLE! (:
okay, the above line is TOTALLY not my style.
lol.

having a few shocking realisations nowadays.
and i have a mental to-do-list in my head now.

SHOCKTIONS;
1. Im forgetting 6Bians! (some, not all though.)
2. Im starting to like sch! (wow.)
3. ZHSS is not that bad actually! (in the looks department ALSO, who would have thought?!)
4. Im starting to LUUUUURHVE 1E5! (ehmagawd!)
5. BUT~ My sweethearts and dearies are still a huge mile away from taking over my DarLovShi. (:

TO-DO-LIST;
1. Plan awesome gatherings for 1E5 and 6B! (THEY ARE EQUUUUUUUAL!)
2. MORE rehearsals for dance competition!
3. Treat all my friends (mainly 6B and 1E5) equally! (Except for some that are super close with me, like my DarLovShi etc.)

anw,
attended WANXINLOVELIE'S birthday party at PasirRis yesterday.
it was torture.
total torture.
until DAWNSHIFU came. :D
heh.
paisay WANXIN!
cos well, there were noone there who would talk to me. ):
and i dont want to talk to them either.
lol.
most are WANXIN's sec sch friends.
and I ONLY LOVE WANXIN.
so ehmaeew for the rest yeah.
well, anyway, DAWN arrived after a few long moments of torture and i began to talk like hell.
lol.
my mouth cant seem to stop!
we talked about almost everything in the world. (:
then i went rollerblading.
BIG MISTAKE.
first timer.
and the experience was horrible.
but im considered pretty good for a beginner.
at least i didnt fall on my butt. :D
talented me. :D
wellwellwell, although last night's party was kinda not-the-usual-party-that-i-attend-to, i kinda had fun.
and i was glad that i went.
yeah, so,
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY LOVELIE!
may you be happy, healthy and wealthy forever!
continue to be such a sweetheart!
LotsOfLove[LOL]

2010-08-07T11:06:00.002+08:00

ehh, im starting to feel kinda pissed with them.

i dont know for what reason.
it's not like they did anything wrong.
but i just suddenly lose all the feelings i had for them in the past.
i feel annoyed when i talk to them.
i suddenly think that they are totally ridiculous people which i want to have absolutely nothing to do with.
i know im the ridiculous one.
but i just cant stop these feelings or thoughts.

2010-07-30T19:45:00.003+08:00

Today is officially the most fuckedup and unluckiest day for me. T.T
DAMN!
firstly, P.E made me sweat like hell.
went to canteen for recess.
spilt my dang food on the dang table.
went to the toilet to retie my hair.
my darn rubberband broke.
my hair's a mess.
my fringe flying all around cos of the wind.
goosebumps all coming up cos of the SUPER cold weather.
and i have a friggin flu.
then realised that i had forgotten to bring my shoebag, which consists of my basketball shoes, my jersey, my deodorant and my towel for basketball training.
chionged home after sch to get my shoebag.
rained.
drenched.
sneezing.
sweating.
reached home and bathed.
ahh, comfy for awhile.
then rained AGAIN.
drenched AGAIN.
crossed the overhead bridge to take a bus.
then realised that i walked to the wrong side.
so i have to friggin cross the overhead bridge AGAIN.
took bus, saw friggin KPG XMPSian EX-friend/classmate from p3/4.
damn him.
called my name repeatedly on the bus with his friends.
asshole fucker.
walked to MRT and saw LOTS OF XMPSIAN LBRS EVERY-FUCKING-WHERE.
darnfuckit.
then reached sch.
RAINED AGAIN.
DAMNIT.
DRENCHED AGAIN.
DAMNIT.
then went for SUPER DUPER TIRED training.

AHHHHH, FUCKITALL.
I HATE TODAY.
WELL, MAYBE NOT EXACTLY.
BUT WHATEVER. -.-
im just motherfucking glad that things are grinding into place again. (:

2010-07-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

Damn you ahole.
Fuck all the respect huh?
Fuck you.

2010-07-24T23:46:00.003+08:00

heh, my beloved class of 41/42 people. :D
not everyone is here though. D:
aaaaand, toldya my dear friends, my class no hotties de. T.T
lol, but their characters really SHIIIIIIIINE. ;)
love them not?
i dont know seriously. C:

i cant believe it's been more than half a year with them!
and more than half a year 6B isnt together anymore..
wow, time really flies.
this shows that, you never know when everything changes.

i miss 6B so so much, i seriously do.
but my brain's taking over my heart and startin to rule it.
it's telling it to stop missing and i think for the first time ever, it's listening.
i can feel the start of the loss of feelings for 6B.
ohmygod, could it really be true?
i dont know if i should cry or laugh.
it's good and bad for me at the same damn time.
and, the incredulous thing is that im liking sch.
and im looking forward to Monday,
i know i know, wtf right?
lmao, but i THINK it's the truth.
i cant help it.

i cant change facts.
so i just have to get on with life and stop being such a whiny bitch.

2010-07-23T17:54:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHEH, my camwhores. ExpressionFULL.

Okay, ohmygodohmygodohmygod!

IM FUCKING STARTING TO NOT HATE SCH!
is that hilarious or what? (:
well, thats a good thing, i guess.
I HAVE TO START LIKING IT SOMEDAY!
and not hating it is a VERY good start. ;D

another ohmygodohmygodohmygod issue!
OMGOMGOMG, im joinin a dance competition in my sch.
ofcourse, i have other friends who are joinin with me too!
BUT!
i dont know what song to dance to!
damnfuckshit,
howhowhow?
LMAO, i want ENG or CHI song,
NO KOREAN/JAPAN KINDA SHIT PLEASE.
lol, ok, no offence to Korean/Japanese lovers.
and!
i dont think that i'll have enough guts to go up the stage and dance for 4-8min long!
which is the requirement for the competition LOL.

aiyo sianballsxz larh!
i dont wanna think about it NOW,
maybe later.
YEAH, LATER.
super stressed now. T.T

2010-07-18T14:18:00.002+08:00

hihi people.
watched IpManTheLegendIsBorn yesterday.
was awesome! :D
4 over 5 stars for it. (:

hehehehe, went for a haircut plus treatment just now.
i look super toot with my short fringe! >doesnt matter, itll grow back sooooon.
i hope.
LOL, ok, tryna upload pics.
damn!
my usb port is missing!
again -.- i know right.
anw, gonna go out soon.
so byeeeeeee!~

blogginblogginbloggin.

2010-07-17T12:41:00.002+08:00

talking to Yeefong on the phone right now.
teehee. [;
talking about funfun stuff.
heheh, like bitchfights and boyfriends.
LOL.
nicenicenice.
she's now telling me about her dream of me. [;
lame girl!
lol.
okay, i seriously have nth to talk about~

oohhhyea, im going for a movie with my family later.
excitin'!

seriously?

2010-07-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

firstly,
i wanna talk about
1E5's AWESOME PRODUCTION, THE SUPER AWESOME HAUNTED HOUSE
that we did on 14 and 15 July. :D
I really LOVE 1E5 each time we do a project together!
it's just so awesome.
sometimes even awesome-r than 6B.
our Haunted House earned $401.80.
Coooool isnt it?
we're gonna donate ALL of our money to charity. (:

while preparing for the HauntedHouse,
i had so much fun!
although at some points i was SERIOUSLY pekcek.
LOL.
Yeefong and I were somehow like the in-charge(s) when it shouldnt be us.
But well, since we were the one who thought of this idea,
EVERYONE CAME ASKING WHAT TO DO HOW TO DO and stuff like that.
lol.
the boys were really sweeeeeeeeeet.
SUPER gentlemanly!
protective and nice.
PERFECT CHARACTERS!
but not-so-perfect in the looks department.
AIYOOOO.
but there are really tall guys.
like 1.7plus ones. :O
ahh, im so jealous.

anw,
IT WAS A TOTAL BLAST AND I LOVE 1E5 A HELL LOT RIGHT NOW!

okay, moving on.

okay, that matter ISNT solved yet.
well.
i think i should just let NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE.
right?
guess so!

well, had lunch with Jasmin, Andy, Weilin and Chengkiat just now.
AWW, I MISSED 6B SO DAMN MUCH!
:D
Let's all have a chalet and stay overnight in the SEPT HOLS!
thatll be totally FUN AND AWESOME!
heheheheheh.

moving on.

hmm, although my school is kinda TOOT and GUAI,
the seniors are also kinda bold.
to approach girls like me.
didnt they see my face?
it says "BACK THE HELL OFF OR I'LL KICK YOUR BALLS."
LOL, ok larh, not so exaggerated. ;P
well, maybemaybemaybe JUST MAYBE, ZHSS might be okay actually..

OKOK, im done here. (:
KTHXFORREADINGBYE!

2010-07-13T21:12:00.001+08:00

there's so many problems!
UN-SOLVABLE PROBLEMS!
then what am i gonna do?
huhuhuhuhuh?
commit suicide arh?
OFCOURSE NOT RIGHT!
or.... could i?

2010-07-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

ohmyfuckinggod.
one problem after another.
and they are increasing by the second.
fuckitall.
damnit.
havent i got enough stress in my life right now?
and NONE of the problems can be solved by others.
and i MUST solve ALL the problems MYSELF.
whatthefuckingfuck?

2010-07-12T19:35:00.003+08:00

omgomgomg,
i feel stressed.
i sound stressed.
i look stressed.

MY HEARTRATE IS ABNORMAL.
omgomgomg.
someone/something please sooth my nerves.

relax, chill.
im telling myself those two words all the friggin time.

2010-07-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

一个人好累。

2010-07-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

i can totally feel the huge weight of responsibility of accomplishing an impossible goal on my shoulders.
but who's there to help me?
noone.
it's not like i need anyone either.
i can do it myself.
im sure i can.

2010-07-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

im not a weak girl.
i can handle anything.
i can handle any problem.
im not a stupid girl.
i know whats right and whats wrong.
i wont be influenced by you.
im not an emotional girl.
i will not cry.
i will survive.

2010-07-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD WE TRY?
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE CHERISH?
NO YOU DONT!
YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW!
YOU GET JEALOUS OVER NO SHITASS STUFF!
YOU GET EMOTIONAL OVER NO SHITASS STUFF!
SERIOUSLY, APART FROM SOME OF YOUR 'SWEETSWEET' CHARACTER, YOU SUCK AT BEING A FRIEND.

YOU ARE NO LONGER THE PERSON WE KNOW.
YOU CHANGED DRASTICALLY.

YOU DONT HOW MUCH HURT YOU'LL CAUSE WHEN YOU WRITE THAT.
YOU DONT CARE HOW MUCH IT HURTS.
YOU SPECIFICALLY WANT US TO FEEL TERRIBLE JUST BECAUSE WE HAVE GOT ANOTHER CLOSE FRIEND!
BUT YOU!
WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF!
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT?
YOU ALWAYS BRAG ABOUT YOUR MOTHERFUCKING HIHS FUCK FRIENDS EVERYWHERE!

WHILE WE STILL STUPIDLY TRIES TO ORGANISE A GATHERING JUST FOR THE THREE OF US.
WHILE WE STILL STUPIDLY TRIES TO BOND US BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.

HE IS RIGHT.
YOU JUST WANT FAME AND ATTENTION.
YOU WANT TO ACT SAD AND PATHETIC IN FRONT OF YOUR NEW FUCKING FRIENDS AND LET THEM PITY YOU.

FINE IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT.
THIS IS THE END OF THE 2YEARS WE'VE BEEN THROUGH.
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WANTED TO GIVE IT UP.
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WANTED TO END IT.
SO DONT FUCKING TRY TO COME BACK TO US EVER AGAIN.

HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT,
I THOUGHT THIS FRIENDSHIP COULD LAST FOREVER.
APPARENTLY, IT CANT.
APPARENTLY, YOU DONT CARE.

hey people reading out there,
im shocked and hurt.
so everything that happened over the past 2 and a half years are nothing.
just over jealousy.
why?
i dont know.
i just know that it's hurting us very deeply.
i havent cried over life stuff for years.
but apparently, i broke my record tonight.
you must be gloating.
you must be so happy that we're hurt.

ofcourse i'll still love you and think about those times we had,
but i wont, for long.
since you dont care why should i?

it's going to be hard to find another close friend like how you were to us.
it's going to be hard to forget those beautiful memories.
it's going to be really hard.

but there's no point trying to keep this friendship.
friendship is a two way process.
if one doesnt want to keep it,
no matter how much the other tries,
it still wouldnt work out.

Love this song!

2010-07-10T13:22:00.001+08:00

I seen this brother at the club
Looking extra fly
His sticks was pounding on the drums
When I caught his eye
And oh my gosh he looked at me
And he smiled at me
And he played to me
And I imagined that he spoke to me
Later on, I found his friend
I said, "Do you know that guy?"
He said, "Home girl, why sure I do"
And to my surprise
He's been saying who's that girl?
And he's feeling you
And he thinks you're cute
And he wants to try and talk to you
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me(Dream to me)
I would have never known
I would have never known
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me
Through the crowd I'd seen a hand
Reaching out to me
I took a chance and took a grab
These hands were soft and sweet
I told him he was beautiful
And he played real sweet
And he smiled at me
And it was so real when he spoke to me
I put his digits in my phone
And I promise I'd call
Ran outside and told my girls
I spoke to drummer boy
I smiled the whole way to the crib
He was feeling me
And he spoke to me
I can't believe he spoke to me
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me(Dream to me)
I would have never known
I would have never known
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me
Oh, my gosh, can you believe it's true?
Mr. Drummer Boy spoke to me, yes, it's true
Maybe soon, he will call me his girl
And I'll call him my boy, you know
He could play the drums for my shows
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me(Dream to me)
I said, I'd have never known
I would have never known
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me, yeah
It's like a, a dream to me
I would have never known
I would have never known
It's like a dream to me
A dream, it's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me
It's like a dream to me(Dream to me)
I said, I'd have never known
I would have never known
And it's like a dream to me
It's like a dream

-Like a Dream by Chrisette Michele.

2010-07-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

okay i know the previous post was totally lame.
but bear with me damnit.

ohyea, something not exactly interesting but well..
here goes..

I CYCLED TO TUITION ON THURSDAY. OMG. (:
SUPER TIRING BUT I CAN TOTALLY FEEL MY LEG MUSCLES TONING UP. ;D
awesome.
gawd, i feel so fat nowadays.
i eat LOTSA SUPER FATTENING FOOD and sleep A LOT.
am i a pig or what?

anw, after tuition, i cycled to WANXINlovelie's house.
to take my bangles(i left them in her bag from the previous F4 outing :P).
it was meant to be a short 'trip' but we began to talk and watch tv.
LOL.
gawd, having girlfriends are really awesome.
there's nothing we cant share or cant talk about.

i suddenly feel like saying,
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!
they are here for me everytime i need them.
whereas others dont care.
i love you girls! (:

2010-07-10T11:16:00.003+08:00

I'm seeing things.
all the time.
in school.
shit there must be something wrong with me.
i keep imagining stuff.
):
I'll see people in XMPS all the time.
when they're not there.
when they're other people.
too indulge in reminisce?

ahhhhh, those beautiful memories.
shit, i still havent forgotten bout them,
not even a lil, wth?

i realised something.
that im not the only one being so pathetic and STUCK IN THE PAST.
Jasmin and Wanxin are KINDA like that also.
lucky i have some company.
we are the KelianInNewLifes girls.
LMAO, lame i know i dont care. -.-

okay, i know this post is going kinda *ehhhh, but well, i seriously have nothing interesting to blog about.
oohyea, but my luck changed yesterday.
it's always like that.
my luck will be VERY down for months, then suddenly,
my luck will go UP. :D
now's the up-period for me.
im really thankful for that.
i need lotsa luck nowadays.
especially my class's SL project.
a service learning thing.
it's kinda cool.
since my class accepted my idea of doing a HAUNTED HOUSE,
we are working on it now.
OMG, the HauntedHouse starts on 14July to 15July.
short period but itll be SO fun!
i wonder how many people will come.
our publicity group has done VERY well.
i really hope that itll be a total success.
LOL. OMG WHY DO I SOUND SO SERIOUS?

well, ODD is on 20July2010.
i really look forward to it!
i havent seen them in awhile.. (:
missed them A LOT.

bloggingbloggingandmoreblogging. :D bitchingbitchingandmorebitching. :O

2010-07-07T18:05:00.010+08:00

sch was okay i guess.
not as awesome as it used to be though.
had some bitchy tensions now. opps!
did i just say bitchy?
god yes i did, and yes, that bitch is seriously BITCHY!
bitchier than me!
when im alr counted very bitchy, according to some sluts.

but wait, she's not considered as a bitch actually.
and she's not bitchy AT ALL come to think of it.
she's a super LBR actually.
and WANNA-BE.
okok,
SHE'S NOT A BITCHY BITCH, SHE'S A LBR AND A WANNA-BE.
said wrongly, paisay.

reason?
she
STEALS FRIENDS.
STEALS GLORY.
STEALS LEADERSHIP.
STEALS EVERYTHING!

omg, not that i mind the above, it's just that,
UM ARENT YOU A LIL TOO OVER?
well, one more thing that really pisses me off to no end, is that she
TRIES TO CONTROL ME!
UM WTF?
NO ONE'S EVER TRIED TO CONTROL ME!
FUCK IT MAN, WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HER?
IDK.
SOME CRAZY WANNABE CUM LBR TRYING TO RUN MY LIFE?
NUHUH, GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH HER PUNY BRAINS ANYWAY!
CANT SHE THINK?
WE'RE ONLY GIVING IN TO HER!
NOT BECOS WE'RE 'AFRAID' OF HER OR WHATEVER SHIT SHE CAN COME UP WITH!
WE GAVE HER THE GLORY BECOS SHE'LL CRAP IF SHE DIDNT GET IT!
AND WE SO DONT WANT TO HEAR HER CRAP SHITBALLSXZ!
DAMNIT FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!

okok, i should calm down.
maybe im not that mad at her actually.
anger got the better of me.
im sorry.
i'll learn to control my emotions.
i will.

2010-07-04T12:50:00.004+08:00

These photos are SO not in order ;)

eew, cousin Tristian ate this piece of medium rare tenderloin. >< *ack!

@Pedro.

2010-07-04T12:04:00.002+08:00

ok, i know ive blogged just now.
but i missed out a few tiny things. :P

first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HENGCHENGKIAT!
i forgot that it was his birthday until i logged in to FB. :P
TOTALLY sorry and may you be happy, healthy and wealthy forEVER! ;D

secondly,
i wanna talk bout YESTERDAY!
ok, used comp till around 4pm.
then went to BLK 681's bicycle shop and fixed my sis's and my bike.
then biked to my aunt's house, near Hougang Green.
then we biked to CompassPoint with my 17yearoldcousin jogging there.
ate at Swensen's.
then IN THE RAIN, my cousin fetched me
(I WAS STANDING!!!!!!!!! OMG! IT WAS SUPER COLD WITH THE RAIN AND WIND BLOWING!!!)
and my aunt biked home, while my cousin, my sis and me went to RV.
then my sis and i bathed and we went to Orchard with my mom.
ate at Aston's and went shopping at Robinsons and 313.
heheheheh, my cousin bought a $93 pair of shoes at Pedro, rich guy huh? (:

anw, thats about it,
i know that it's very WORDY.
but i really wanted to type out the details.
LOL, anw, imma upload some photos of yesterday for you all to see later on a NEW post. (:

kaythxforreadingbyebye!

2010-07-04T11:27:00.003+08:00

im here blogging early today. ;)
heheheheheh, ate Mcdonalds' egg mcmuffin meal.
awesome.
doing all my hw now at full speeeeeeeeeed.
i have lotsa homework. :(
1) Chinese newspaper commentary.
2) English newspaper commentary.
3) A set of Literature Poetry questions.
4) A movie review.
(ALL REQUIRES LOTSALOTSA WRITING!)

WAHHHH, SIANBALLSXZ ARH, must finish all! :O

it's alright it's okay,
i can finish them ALL in less than 30minutes.
im sure i can.
sense some confidence?? ;D

anw, ive been cursing a lot LESS nowadays.
probably, im a changed person now.
changed for the BETTER ofcourse.
more mature maybe?
but i still feel as childish as ever.

get on with it.

2010-07-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

i cant believe ive been conferencing with f4 for a week for every single day!
wow.

i seriously miss the 6b clique alot.
i will do whatever it takes to keep us together.
im sure i will.
and im sure i can.

2010-06-28T19:28:00.001+08:00

She asked for nothing...
but he would give her everything.

bitchfights, been there done that.

2010-06-26T12:02:00.002+08:00

gawd, 6Bgathering at RV yesterday was a blast, nothing but fun. :D
before yesterday,
we the GREAT4GMs had lotsa fun planning it.
gawd, miss those days alr.
what am i?
a freak?
missing alr only after a few days?!
goddamnit. ):
heheheheh,
not gonna share the details here.
im too lazy to type them ALL out.
but i think Wanxin has them in her blog.
so you can go read it if you want.
(:

anw,
(lemme clarify something first, noone will know who im talking about, i know who you all will be thinking, but thats not the person.)
whats up with ALL the friggin bitchfights huh?
i thought we should all be more mature by now?
but nuhuh, thats NOT the way it should be now.
GAWD,
JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY and MORE JEALOUSY!
whats up with girls man!
-.-!
i cant stand it.
why cant i have more than 1 close friend?
is there something WRONG with it?
why must i always stick to the same people?
dont i even have the rights to make more friends?
and what business isit of yours to care about my making of friends?
you dont even LIKE me, you just want to be my friend!
goddamnit,
you seriously SUCK at being a friend alright.

moving on,
the day after tomorrow is school AGAIN.
well, i cant say that im exactly happy because im NOT AT ALL.
but im kinda excited ACTUALLY.
hard to believe it.
cos i really DISLIKE my school.
but well, i have to learn to like it.
I HAVE TO GIVE IT A CHANCE, GIVE IT A SHOT TO MAKE ME LIKE IT.
or firstly, ACCEPT it.
my current clique is awesome.
they are awesome people.
my classmates are awesome.
in fact, everything is kinda awesome.
BUT!
that's not the type of awesome i like. ):
well, im still stuck in the PAST, the friggin PAST which noone thinks about anymore.
im whiny and stupid.
i should stop it.
just find a way.
ok, im going to try.
try really hard.
very hard to stop past-ing and get on with my life.
(sense some determination right!?!?! :D)
lol.
alright, i gottago.

checking my new timetable and found out that my teachers are MOSTLY DIFFERENT!
omg, wonder if theyre kind people. :D
hope they are!
better if they dont pick on me like my past teachers. :D
i have 5demerits alr, i have to be VERY careful the day after tomorrow
and make sure i dont get a sixth one. (:

2010-06-20T13:24:00.002+08:00

had another gathering on 18June2010.
with 6Bclique!
:D
aww, it was kinda boring but yet fun.
watched KARATEKID!!!!!!!
gawd, JadenSmith is totally cute,
and his body is totally HAWT!
:D
Jas and I were discussing about licking his abs lol.

some stuff happened after that and well,
i had an awesome day. :D

yesterday,
went shopping at HajiLane and bought a super nice summer dress. :D
then went to SengKang for dinner and went home.
norm day.

today,
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY first of all. :D
going to a seafood restaurant or something like that later with my aunt and cousin and mom and dad and sis.
not really looking forward to it cos i dont really like seafood. :0
But well,
im looking forward to the family bonding part maybe? (:

anw, i gottago.
s'long people.

1226hotmails?!

2010-06-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

hello people,
first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
JONATHANTANWEIQIANG! (:

movingon,

OMG,
class gathering on 15JUNE was a blast!
i had lotsalotsa fun!
:D
loved it ALOT.
we played the usual and stuff like that.
im not gonna go into details,
cos i wanna keep them to myself, and 6Bians ofcourse. (:
well, there's another gathering coming up.
18JUNE.
which is apparently TOMORROW.
:D
but the organiser's not me or Wanxin this time.
it's my darling, JASMIN. :D
heheh, she told me that she finally understands the stress i had to go through when organising gatherings.
LOL, so you all better appreciate everything!!!

well, June Hols are gonna end.
totally saddening!
):
i dont wanna go back into reality(ZHSS and 1E5)!
shitballsxz, but i have to!
well, i guess i must find a way to LIKE my present life.
i dont know how but there MUST be a way.
hmm...
I REALLY STILL WANNA KEEP TOTAL IN TOUCH WITH 6Bians OR XMPSians!
im quite sure i can do it.
okay,
i know i know,
i should stop whining on and on about this matter and just take it like a "man"!
(i cant say take it like a girl, cos there isnt such phrase. -.-)
BUT IM NOT A FRIGGIN MAN FOR PETE'S SAKE!
but well, scientifically, every one's a huMAN, so im a "man" actually.
how smart! :D

okok,
i gotta end here. (:
so, THXFORREADINGKAYBYE!

2010-06-14T14:38:00.001+08:00

heheheheheheh, WANXIN'S at my house.
we're so damn bored. -.-!
haizz, hungry and bored.
sianballsxz, kkay, just blogging for fun,
gonna go buy some icecreams and shit like that. :D
gonnabloglater, maybe, ttyl.

i wont cry, i'll get by, i'll survive.

2010-06-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

heyhey people.
well, i got a feeling of betrayal now, super deep in my heart.
not exactly heart, brain maybe.
i dont feel upset AT ALL but my brain tells me to.

friends are heartbreakers.
there isnt A SINGLE FRIEND that i can TOTALLY trust out there.
well, maybe just ONE only.
another disappointment, time and time again.
but to be 100% truthful,
i dont give half a flying fuck.

moving on,

im back from Malaysia!
TOTALLY FUN TRIP.
TOTALLY LOVED IT.
ohgodohgod, imma upload the pictures on other days.
i went to GENTING. (:

the theme park was AWESOME! :D
OMG, i loved the Corkscrew, SpaceShot and lots and lots more!
they were SUPER scary but i still loved it.
:D
loved the thrilling and "bottom-dropped-out-of-your-life" parts!
it was totally fantastic!
i also went to the indoor theme park which had bumper cars and roller coasters and lots more.
played them and also went SHOPPING! :D
i also went to KTV and Billard(haha DAWN jealous not?!) and arcade.
hehe, because my basketball skills are SO damn awesome, i kept winning lots of tickets from the shooting games. :D
well, anw, overally,
im still gonna REPEAT,
I LOVED THE TRIP!!!!

PS: i also totally loved the way people stared when Siy and I dressed up like we're going for a fashion runway show!

told you so.

2010-06-08T19:55:00.004+08:00

i remember telling you how MUCH i hate copycats.
guess you didnt really understood.
and now, imma bitch you i dont care. (shines middle finger)

moving on.

bombed $30 on dvds at Borders.
they were going at $15 each and i bought two.
cant resist temptation.
devil wears prada (i had one at home alr but i wanted a dvd version)
and
night at the museum.
loved both.
watched DWP before but not NATM.

moving on.

after bearing some "storms",
i realised that hey,
6b isnt all that.
1e5 seems a hell lot better than 6b currently.
woahoah,
i never ever thought id think that way.

but well,
i still love SOME of 6b.
hate the rest.
too bad, whatever.

a nice photo of 1e5 here. (:

continuing.

ok, im going to Genting in 3 short days.
imma leave everything behind and just enjoy myself.
then, the next day when i return,
i'll go to the class gathering.
awesome life eh?

speaking of AWESOME LIFE,
GSS GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is here!
damnit!
i shop almost everyday! :D
bought lotsa stuff and is totally happy bout it.
haha, i sound like a child.

"signing" off here.
thxforreadingkaybye!

PS : He's hot vs He's sweet. Which one's better?

2010-06-06T12:23:00.002+08:00

reaching 1000mails.
a little too over?

anw,
I HAVE THE DETAILS FOR THE 6B GATHERING JUNEHOLS' 2010!
im so glad!

6B GATHERING (JUNEHOLS'2010)
- 15June2010
- Time's not confirmed yet. (Either 10am or 1.30pm)
- Going to PasirRis. (Be it the Park or DowntownEast or E-hub)
[They are at the same place anyway.]
- Meet @ Hmall(Mcdonalds)

I'll sms everyone the details.
So you dont have to start copying down the details now. (:

2010-06-02T18:40:00.003+08:00

shitballsxz. damnit.
there's no goddamn date when everyone is FREEE.
fuckit.
how?
i dont friggin know what to do!
thankgod, some are actually trying to help.
loveyouguys!
AWWSHIT, THERE MUST BE AT LEAST ONE PERSON WHO ARENT FREE ON EVERYDAY.
why?
is God testing my organising skills?
LOL{-.-}
then i guess i'll fail like hell!
no question about it. =/=

2010-05-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

13-year-olds' Birthdays:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDYSUJUNAN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIMXIUHUI!

2010-05-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

SHITFUCK!
There's a goddamn stalker who added me on MSN
which i accepted and asked who he/she was.
That goddamn stalker told me that he(i assume) found my name in a search
and asked me if i wanted to webcam with him
cos he was alone and his roommate is out
and that i'll be shocked by what im gonna see.

I replied "Fuckyou asshole."
and blocked him.
Smartgirl huh?

PS:This is exactly what i typed on FB. (:

2010-05-24T19:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Dawn (my dearest SHIFU ever!),
you are not a true friend,
YOU ARE MY DEAREST SHIFU!
YOU'RE NOT JUST A FRIEND ALRIGHT?

awwman, I MISS 6BENEVOLENCE,
BUT I BET A HUNDRED BUCKS THAT NO MORE THAN 10 OTHERS DOES.
FUCKIT MAN,
I SHOULD JUST FORGET ABOUT THE PAST RIGHT?
and enjoy my current life.
im STARTING to.
not exactly yet.

today, i had fun rehearsing with the boys in 1E5,
im only one of the 2 girls present.
they are actors, and me and my girlfriend are the directors.
how cool is that?
i get to order them around,
and unlike those ungentlemanly boys in 6B,
they willingly obliged to us.
how sweet?
aww....
well, my impressions of them have changed quite alot.
from NERDY, IMMATURE LBRs
to
SWEET, FUNNY boys.
hmm...
i dont know, well, actually...
1E5's kinda cool and fun,
if i try to accept it.

so maybe i'll let E5 have a chance to take over 6B?

wtf?

2010-05-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

WHEN CAN I FIND A TRUE FRIEND?

2010-05-23T10:22:00.002+08:00

change of plans, AGAIN!
i know i know, WTF?
anyway, it's because some of the 6Bians arent free on that day. ):
SO MAYBE CHANGE TO 15JUNE,
going to Escape or something.
but i really dunno luh!
why must i be the one organising all the fucking time?
im tired of it!
tired of all the goddamnmotherfucking problems!

2010-05-22T11:55:00.002+08:00

Okay, i discovered this random picture in my computer.
heheh.

well, fretting over 6B gathering mansxz!
PEOPLE, i dont know who the hell to invite luh!
the boys have their goddamned drama going on!
whatthehell?

maybe we're going to Kallang Leisure Park?
it's nice and interesting,
a place we havent been before(as a class).
there's bowling, movies and iceskating there.
quite a lot to do larh hor?
i THINK i know how to go.
it's near Stadium MRT.
see!
ive done research hor!
:D
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
anyway, place is set.
the only problems now are the date and people-to-invite.
damn, please get me some help!

2010-05-16T11:49:00.000+08:00

fucking 383 mails @ hotmail.com.
wow.

2010-05-16T10:21:00.001+08:00

gosh.
im into CHINESE songs now!
shiiiiiit, whats wrong with me??
but, yea, im loving Chinese songs now.
and, they're OLDIES.
wow.

2010-05-15T09:13:00.002+08:00

hello people,
im up and early today! (:
feeling fresh and ready for the day. :D
but
looking like crap. >.<
my hair's in a damn mess, it could use some brushing but i really couldnt care less.

yesterday,
i was called by the ARTS DEPARTMENT and they said that my Art Portfolio File had some stuff missing.
what stuff man? -.-
anyway, she then said that if i didnt hand in the missing stuff,
id have to go back to school in the first 2 weeks of the JuneHols for detention. T.T
WTF?
damned!
and i dont know what ive missing.
shitgoddamnit! ):
but well,
as if i'll give a damn or something. (:

continue,
JuneHols are arriving.
we gotta have plans my dear friends(6B)!
some suggested to go to Kallang for IceSkating.
some suggested to go to PasirRisPark to cycle.
hmm....
i dont know....
you all decide.
ofcourse, better ideas are most welcomed! XD
sms/call/tag at my tagboard!
but, i know we said that it was the boys' turn to organise.
but they dont seem to want it.
so, i guess we girls will organise after all. (:

PS: IF YOU ALL HAVE ANY OBJECTIONS, FEEL FREE TO TELL ME! (:

thatsall,bye!